Different
What difference does
it make?
So what, I ask you,
what is so bad?
Aren't we all Different?
Or are we all the same?
Don't you prefer to
be Different?
Doesn't your soul
cry out for it?
Maybe it just
happens. It happens I am Different.
It happens you are
not. If you are not Different then you are the same.
The same as
what...as everyone else?
Then I must be wrong because I am Different?
I am Different!
Therefore I am wrong! Right?
You would feel
better if I wore more like you.
I can't be more
like....But I am exactly like you.
In every way I am
just as unique as you.
Mine
I'm comfortable with
my insanity, at least. I can live with it. I flaunt it. Can you live with yours?
I'm used to it and
know it well, we've been together for a long, long time.
I'm not afraid of
it, we co-habitat extremely well, it fits, it's mine.
It is part of me
like the skin I wear, it's always with me.
No one will ever
understand me, I accept that. Not everyone will accept me, I understand. My craziness
is at times a friend, other times an enemy. Angles keep me with reach, my
demons keep from being bored.
My head runs over
with activity, it literally almost never shuts off.
Insomnia has me in
is its rein. It is isn't going anywhere.
I've learned how to
take to advantage of it.
It's a part of me
also. It's mine. It isn't going anywhere.
I'll never be free
but I am the freest soul I know. I'm captured, but I'm the butterfly. If you
walk away with a though to my insanity. I hope you smile I'm not normal, but
I'm fine. I hear a waterfall of laughter of all around me. I'm good company,
It's mine. It's my insanity.
Am I real?
I never meant to
come on so strong
I never meant that
you were wrong
Just sometimes it's
so hard to speak
Straight from the heart,
I feel so weak.
My words don't flow
as others will
I hide behind this
wall so real.
I speak at times
without my mind.
Take risks of losing
the truly kind.
I fear what most
have come to see.
They're braver than
I'll ever be.
Trust is but a heavy
load To me a long and scary road
Should I reveal my
heart to thee?
Remain a stranger, a
mystery?
Reach a stronger, a
mystery?
Reach out to you
with soulful desire?
Give me a certain
power?
For should I be who
you choose?
And must accept
who's in the shoes.
Your key to leave if
not in my...
But within our
hearts as an entity.
Now I must ask
Once you've touched
my heart
Will you close the
door?
Tear me apart?
All these leave me
afraid
for many times my
heart was paid
Not to see a bitter
cold
For with my
"dream" will I grown old
I need one who can
sense the "whole"
Go beyond the
surface of my soul.
To know that life's
not what we see
Yet more, what it
can truly be
For am I real to
you, you ask of me?
yes......
Though I am in your
dream
With a need to be
free.
Not free from
commitment
Nor bonds of
devotion.....
Though free to show
My true self and emotions
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