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You are a talented writer and I wish you the bestHaukehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03019849903105688757noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4917675652345829758.post-29471777944330701392016-02-11T20:03:32.644-06:002016-02-11T20:03:32.644-06:00These black outs I go through is very disturbed an...These black outs I go through is very disturbed and it all started happening when I left an abusive relationship after an decade. I left and life was getting very good to me. I was no longer in a vile relationship that could of had me dead any day. So now going out, making friends, working and school just a normal life I never had I finally got it at 21, oh so happy. My black outs started occuring when I was happy,drinking,outside and sounds. It's so scary I've done from running into a mack truck and going to a bar, morphed faces that turns into my ex and I start going off the wall, and fist punching a random person face in. It feels like a demon or an entity that is just roaming through town and just picked my Lithium medicated, vulnerable mind. And took my whole body over. It's just absolutely no way I do the shit I do. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com